SO THIS PAGE, RIGHT HERE IS LIKE MY ONLY FANS ALTERNATIVE. THAT WAY I CAN MAKE SOME MONEY ON HERE.

BUT I REALLY DON'T LIKE TO USE THOSE PLATFORMS CALLED: BUY ME A COFFEE AND SOME OF THE OTHER ONES.

BUT, I GUESS IF I HAVE TO USE IT THEN I HAVE NO CHOICE THEN TO USE THAT BULL SHIT!! SO I CAN MAKE SOME MONEY ON HERE. CAUSE I TRIED DOING THE WHOLE THING WITH FUCKING YOUTUBE!!

BUT REALLY FAST LIKE, DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS A ASMR VIDEO?  OR WHAT THAT MEANS?

BECAUSE THEIR ARE SO MANY VIDEOS OF THESE HOMIES ON YOUTUBE WHO ARE GETTING THESE SEXUAL MESSAGES AND THEY ARE CALLING IT ASMR.

SO THEIR IS THIS ONE HOMIE ON FUCKING YOUTUBE, AND HE HAS LIKE THIS KIDS FACE, BUT HE SAYS HE IS 24 BUT HIS FACE LOOKS LIKE HE'S IN HIGH SCHOOL OR SOMETHING.

SO IN ONE OF HIS VIDEOS, I COMMENTED TO HIS VIDEO WHERE IN HIS VIDEO HE WAS TOUCHING HIS BODY AND MAKING LIKE THIS SKIN NOISE AND I GUESS THIS HOMIE IS LIKE IN THE DOWN LOW OR SOMETHING. MAYBE HE LIKE IT IN THE BUTT LIKE MY HOME BOY ANON GHOST.

BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY THEY CALL IT ASMR CAUSE ALL THEY ARE REALLY DOING IS LIKE GETTING A SEXUAL MESSAGE. THAT WAY YOU CAN GET ALL HORNY AND SHIT THEN YOU CAN PLAY TOUCH ASS WITH YOUR LOVER AT NIGHT.

BUT YEAH, I'M NOT IN THE DOWN LOW AND I'M NOT GAY. SO NO DISREPECT TO ANYONE OUT THEIR... BUT I'M JUST REALLY FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD.

CAUSE I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED AS A KID, AND NOW MY HEAD IS ALL FUCKED UP. YOU SEE THAT'S WHY ALL THE HOMIES GAVE ME THE NICK NAME: LITTLE JOHN CAUASE IF YOU REALLY GOT TO KNOW ME, YOU WOULD THINK YOUR AROUND A 5 YEAR OLD WHO JUST WANTS TO JOKE AROUND WITH PEOPLE ALL THE TIME.

PEOPLE THINK THAT I'M IN THE DOWN LOW ALL THE TIME CAUSE I'M LIKE REALLY AFFECTIONATE WITH MY HOMIES. AND I'M LIKE REALLY SUPER CLOSE TO THIS ONE HOMIE. I DON'T WANNA USE HIS REAL NAME SO I'LL JUST USE HIS FIRST LETTER OF HIS NAME M  SO ME AND M WERE LIKE REALLY SUPER CLOSE.

CAUSE WHEN MY COUSIN WAS MURDERED BY THE THIN BLUE LINE GANG MEMBERS, M WAS THEIR TO COMFORT ME AND WE BECAME SUPER CLOSE. HE WAS LIKE MY BROTHER.

HE WOULD ALWAYS WANT TO SPENT THE NIGHT WITH ME AND JUST KICK IT WITH ME ALL THE TIME. SO LITTLE BY LITTLE I STARTED TO BE LIKE REALLY SUPER AFFECTIONATE WITH HIM.

HE EVEN LET ME KISS HIM, BUT IT WAS MORE LIKE MAKING OUT. BUT THAT WHOLE ASMR THING THAT PEOPLE ARE MAKING VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE. WHICH IS ACTUALLY A SEXUAL MESSAGE.

I GUESS I WAS DOING THAT WITH MY HOME BOY, M BUT MY HOME BOY KNEW I WASN'T LIKE TRYING TO GET INTO HIS PANTS AND LIKE TRYING TO GET IT IN THE BUTT WITH HIM, I WAS SHOWING HIM LOVE.

EVERY TIME HE WOULD STAY THE NIGHT WITH ME I WOULD ALWAYS LAY MY HEAD ON HIS CHEST AND JUST FALL ASLEEP LIKE THAT. AND THEIR WERE SOMETIME THAT I WOULD RUB HIS BACK AND HE WOULD FALL ASLEEP RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

I MISS MY HOME BOY M BUT THAT RELATIONSHIP IS OVER. WE KICKED IT FOR ABOUT 5 YEARS THEN WE WENT OUR OWN WAYS.

MY HOME BOY M WAS ALWAYS IN AND OUT OF JAIL, HE WAS IN A GANG AND GOT INTO TROUBLE WITH THE FUCKING NAZI KILLERS LIKE I DID.

BUT, HE BECAME LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. AND HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE A KID AGAIN. EVEN THOUGH I WAS LIKE THIS YOUNG ADULT WHICH I STILL AM BUT HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE A KID AGAIN AND I LOVED HIM FOR LETTING ME BE IN HIS LIFE WHEN I WAS HURTING THE MOST WHEN I LOST MY COUSIN.

SO BEFORE I FORGET ABOUT THE WHOLE ASMR THING ON YOUTUBE AND ACROSS ALL SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS.  I MADE A COMMENT ON THIS HOMIE WHO IS DOING THIS ASMR THING ON THE FUCKED UP YOUTUBE!!

AND I SAID TO HIM ON HIS VIDEO, "BE CAREFUL HOMIE WHEN YOU ARE DOING THESE VIDEOS CAUSE THEIR ARE SO MANY CHOMOS OUT THEIR ONLINE WHO JUST WANNA BE YOUR SUGAR DADDY AND TUCK YOU IN AT NIGHT AND CHECK OUT YOUR PACKAGE.

AND I ALSO TOLD HIM WHEN I LEFT THAT COMMENT ON HIS VIDEO, I SAID TO HIM "YOU HAVE LIKE A KIDS FACE HOMIE". 

BUT I TOLD HIM NOT GET MAD IT ME FOR WHAT I SAID TO HIM CAUSE I AM ONLY EXPRESSING HOW I FEEL THROUGH MY WORDS AND I ALSO SAID TO HIM I'M SORRY IF I MADE YOU MAD AT ME.

SO I'M SURE ITS ALL GOOD NOW, CAUSE HE'S NOW PLAYING TOUCH ASS IN HIS ASMR VIDEOS LOL BUT EVERYONE SAYS THAT I HAVE LIKE THIS KIDS FACE.

I THINK THAT'S WHY MY HOME BOY FROM SOCIAL MEDIA, ANON GHOST HE ALWAYS WANTS TO BE MY SUGAR DADDY AND TUCK ME IN AT NIGHT.

BUT IF YOU WANNA CHECK OUT THIS HOMIES ASMR VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE THEN I'LL LEAVE A LINK TO HIS VIDEO FROM YOUTUBE.

LINK TO THE YOUTUBE VIDEO FROM THE HOMIE WHO HAS A KIDS FACE.

OKAY I HOPE I POSTED THE LINK THE RIGHT WAY, IF NOT I WILL HAVE TO UPLAOD IT AGAIN.